Sunday, November 09, 2008

Age Deficient

Kind of funny how time just seems to creep up on you and smack you in the head, thats what happened to me today. I TOTALLY FORGOT MY BIRTHDAY, how bad is that... Anywho I will be turning the big 21 this wed and I am happy and sad. Just thinking about the past few years of my life I have accomplished alot and have lost alot in return. Having really no love life or sex life for that fact sucks on soo many levels. I truthfully feel alone these days but somehow, I seem to keep myself moving. Hopefully this Wednesday I can enjoy turning 21 (without getting drunk). People always tell me I look younger than 21 so I guess thats ok. But as soon as I start talking people say I am 27 or 30 because of how mature I talk. Ive always had people saying that since I was about 16, oh well. All I can do is hope for tomorrow and hopefully soon, I will find someone.

I am going to leave you guys with a song that has touched my heart and I even cried abit. Im not usually into country music but when a song hits you, it hits you.

Martina McBride: Where Would You Be

I wonder where your heart is
'Cause it sure don't feel like it's here
Sometimes I think you wish
That I would just disappear
Have I got it all wrong
Have you felt this way long
Are you already gone

Do you feel lonely
When you're here by my side
Does the sound of freedom
Echo in your mind
Do you wish you were by yourself
Or that I was someone else
Anyone else

Where would you be
If you weren't here with me
Where would you go
If you were single and free
Who would you love
Would it be me
Where would you be

I don't wanna hold you back
No I don't wanna slow you down
I don't wanna make you feel
Like you are tied up and bound
'Cause that's not what love's about
If there's no chance we can work it out
Tell me now
Oh, tell me tell me now

Where would you be
If you weren't here with me
Where would you go
If you were single and free
Who would you love
Would it be me
Where would you be

Have I become the enemy
Is it hard to be yourself
In my company

Where would you be
If you weren't here with me
Where would you go
If you were single and free
Who would you love
Would it be me
Where would you be

oh, tell me, tell me now
where would you be,
where would you go, oh
who would you love
would it be me

1 Comments:

Blogger Ryan said...

hey how u been? its been a longtime since weve talked. hey i along with a lot of other people have another blog its called one love blog i would like u 2 join that i think you could add 2 it what u think?

heres the link check it out let me know what u think http://its-raining-men.blogspot.com/

i also notice your the only one ever goes to castor blog and lives comments now and then i do also i miss him.

Sun Nov 09, 07:10:00 AM 2008  

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