The Turning Point

I have found it interesting that life has led me here of all places. I feel like my life has come to another crossroad and I am not sure where to turn. One has me wanting to become a novelist and possibly a screenplay writer. The other working in movie/tv production while also wanting to become an actor. I always stayed by this quote in which I made for myself to keep up my self esteem.

"Life is full of impossibilities, it is the possibilities you make that out way the other."

With coming to the edge of these two crossroads I feel more of a pull toward production and acting. But, I also feel the same pull toward writing. So what do I do. Do I pick and choose which I want or do I take them both on my journey. For now, I want to take them both but I will have to figure out how... In that area of my life it is complicated.

Ok heres where I rant about a couple of things. Why the hell is it that a well known college takes FOREVER to finally tell you that there is a class you can take that has everything you need instead of bits and pieces of the program. WTF!

Ok thats my rant lol. As far as right now I am dateless, loveless, and feeling alittle less loved. Seeing my friends with their significant other and myself not having anyone. I feel left out of love and sex. As far as sex goes, that hasn't happened in hell no's how long. It seems as soon as my fiance passed away, finding someone else has been like climbing a mountain all over again. Maybe someone will come my way and see me for me instead of most of the superficial assholes out there.

Love n Peace,
Angel