Chasing Pavements

Ive been thinking alot lately, not really a good thing but then again it is. I've been reading alot about your guys comments on the guy ive started talking to. Thanks for the comments guys. I spoke to my mama laurie and showed her what the guy was saying and she helped me make a decision. I am going to let this play out and just be cautious about it. It just hurts alittle when you see this guy your really interested in pictures kissing another guy "who is his roommmate". His roommmate is jealous because he has a thing for him and they dated for about a week until B, the guy Ive been talking to said it wouldn't work out but they can be friends. But I still am hopeful that hes telling the truth. I'd have no problem telling him to go fuck off but thats just me.

I know that if he is lying to me I will get hurt but atleast, I can stop it in its tracks. Cause I refuse to be the other woman, mistress, or man in the relationship. Because I think its disrespectful, shameful, and just wrong. And I don't believe in cheating. If I was with someone and they cheated on me that would be it. My philosophy on cheaters is that if they do it once they will do it again. But there are exceptions to this.

Im somewhat enjoying my spring break. To reflect, write, and just enjoy myself for a change. Sometimes its good to take a break from the world and just have some time for yourself. Still, I feel sometimes that as the world passes by me, I am still here not going anywhere as of yet. With trying to publish my short story, recording my singing, writing away on my book. I feel that time is just time, its how you spend it ya know.

Heres to chasing pavements.