What does it mean...
when a guy your interested in is a "physical" clone of someone you despise. One of the guys I have been talking to here and there and have a general interest in seems like a really cool guy. But today when my brother walked into the house I about shit my pants because it looked like the guy I was interested in. If my (my brother's the it) brother hadn't said something I would have freaked out.
Is it a good thing that the guy your interested in looks alot like your brother! Ugh! God sometimes I wish my brain didn't register things. Then i wouldn't have to feel awkward talking with the guy I am interested in. I know I have said this before but I despise my brother, a hulluva lot. Now whenenver I am thinking or talking to the guy I am interested in, I will have that mental image in my head. This is soo fucked up!
For the past couple of days I have been super moody, nerves been acting up, and sleepy then not sleepy. I have a general idea whats wrong but I will have to see if things change.
Also I wanted to say thanks to everyone who's been commenting. I have like about 2 friends in Jacksonville that I talk to and one of them I only hear from when they have the time cuz they work like crazy. Having the feeling of loneliness and not really being able to get out is hard but I have to deal one way or another. I also wanted to say thanks to Angela. I may not really know you as I know Mr.Field but hopefully we can chit chat whenever there is time. Oh and thank you for letting me know who Holly is, I wasn't entirely sure who she was.
Alright I am going to go snuggle with my kitty and watch my favorite show of all time "Queer as Folk". Hopefully this will bring up my mood more as writing this has.
Later bloggers.
Is it a good thing that the guy your interested in looks alot like your brother! Ugh! God sometimes I wish my brain didn't register things. Then i wouldn't have to feel awkward talking with the guy I am interested in. I know I have said this before but I despise my brother, a hulluva lot. Now whenenver I am thinking or talking to the guy I am interested in, I will have that mental image in my head. This is soo fucked up!
For the past couple of days I have been super moody, nerves been acting up, and sleepy then not sleepy. I have a general idea whats wrong but I will have to see if things change.
Also I wanted to say thanks to everyone who's been commenting. I have like about 2 friends in Jacksonville that I talk to and one of them I only hear from when they have the time cuz they work like crazy. Having the feeling of loneliness and not really being able to get out is hard but I have to deal one way or another. I also wanted to say thanks to Angela. I may not really know you as I know Mr.Field but hopefully we can chit chat whenever there is time. Oh and thank you for letting me know who Holly is, I wasn't entirely sure who she was.
Alright I am going to go snuggle with my kitty and watch my favorite show of all time "Queer as Folk". Hopefully this will bring up my mood more as writing this has.
Later bloggers.
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5:19 PM
3 Comments:
I don't think I could date a guy who looked like my brother. But I think you have a great short story there :)
My Sweet Angel...
I'm sorry but I laughed a little
at first...Hey...I knew who you
were talking about the minute you
said 'someone you despise.'
Alright...I won't laugh anymore...
But it really would suck if your
brother was sitting in the other
room or at a friends house chatting
away...OOPS...I'm sorry...Don't
think it...Just remember...This
guy is different...
HUGS!!!!!!
'Mamma'
A serious gentleman like me shouldn’t say he always found “Queer as Folk” a pure fountain of comfort.
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