Heavy Rotation
O M G! I have been busy off my ass! God I've never had this much attention in awhile, and yes it feels good. No, I am not ashame for some good attention. It helps when your only haven is a box where you can't really be yourself. Thank you for your comments peeps, I really appreciate it. Been missing my lovely friend ryan... I wish you would call me back so we can chat over the phone but I guess not...sigh. Also thanks mr field, your comments on my writing always prove to a big ego booster...even though I don't have one lol.
I dont even know where to start so I am just going to try to say what I need to say. Last week I went to one of the biggest gay clubs in jax. Let me just say this place was PACKED! Like serious, I felt like everyone was staring at me I was freakin paranoid. Anyway I met the same guy I met at the latino club (mr puerto rico). I didn't even know he was going to be there so I just was shocked. As usual, he is sexy as shit. And by the way (mama), I might just take you up on that idea of going to his salon. Ok back on topic, I saw like 2 drag shows. Once they were done I spoke to one of the drag queens whom (I LOVE) because shes just such an awesome person. Almost got pulled out by my dick by my friend because she wanted to leave and I was having a conversation.
OK, next would be what has been going on this week. Monday I went out with my best friend and visited like two stores. I SOO WISH I HAD A JOB, UGH! There were like 2 shirts I just LOVED but I couldn't afford them. And hell yes, I do need new clothing. Maybe down the road something will happen. We were originally suppose to go to the new ed hardy store out by 5 points (i love that neighborhood). But she said they close around 4 so I just pouted and went on my merry way.
Tuesday I went out with my brother. More like he gave me a ride since I fucking hate his guts but whatever. We went to see the beautiful sheman, her on n off girlfriend, and shemans sister. So anyway we go there to just see a movie or two. Then my brother bought PIZZA! Ah! If anyone knows me I LOVE PIZZA! Its like the most delicious, most yummy, most omg organism in your mouth food in the world...to me that is. Yes I am a southern new yorker that loves his pizza. Buy me pizza anyday and I will be your friend lol.
Anywho today I got dressed and everything because my brother told me we were going out to the lesbian bar. Let me just note I never thought I would like a lesbian bar but OMG its soo much fun. The lezzies just love me. Its maybe because im such a big teddy bear, I don't know. So I am dressed and ready and it is like 9:40 ish and I get a call from my best friend. She wanted to know if I was still going to the bar and of course I said yes. She then tells me to call Mexi-Melt if he still wants to go and he says yes. I call my brother to see if he is still going because he is suppose to pick me up and guess what, he bails and says that he is coming home to go to sleep... FUCK! Then he tells me that she-man, on n off, and she-mans sister are not going either. So pretty much my evening would have turned out shitty. Thank god I had a backup plan with my best friend. See, its always good to have a backup plan when you REALLY WANT TO GO OUT!
So we get there and I am hugging and talking to people I have only met once. Just a bunch of lezzies who like me heh. Its always great to feel loved even though it may or may not be real. But for someone like me who rarely gets attention, its a great feeling. Then I saw she-man and my happy meter rose because I love her, on n off, and she-mans sister. They are such honest to god good people that I am honored to be called their friend. I gave her a hug, introduced her to my friends and then I ran toward the dance floor, literally leaving my friends standing there clueless. Its the electric slide come one! Yes I like to dance... do I dance well I don't think so but atleast I try and I know I stay with the beat.
I came back after the song and saw them still standing there -_-. So I had to literally walk them over and place them at a table because they were being pussies. They order food, which I didn't know you could and we sat there and talked. Next thing I know is they are done, I am munching on fries when she-man comes out of no where. I put a fry in her mouth and we start talking. We begin speaking about some stuff when she starts spewing about my brother. Now I don't like gossip but when your life is as boring as mine its fun to hear it. She starts to tell me that my brother had like a crush on her when they were in school together and she thinks he still does. I flat out tell her that he doesn't understand the concept of shes a lesbian. We both agreed on that, especially the part where we both think that he believes he can convert her. Now I know for a damn fact that if someone is a lesbian their a lesbian. And for the mere fact that this girl can pass for a guy on all areas goes to show that theres no such thing as a convert. There is a such thing as bisexualism but I wont go there.
Truthfully I think my brother is bi and the reason why he is attracted to she-man is that she has the best of both worlds. A manly personality with girly features except for she can grow facial hair. Then she beings to tell me she suspects that my brother and her sister are together. I flat out looked shocked even though I know about this. So thank god to my acting experience I was able to make her believe I didn't know. Because first and formost I could care less if my brother got caught. Hes an idiot and will always be one. She then says that if she catches him she is going to kick her sister and my brothers ass. I flat out told her that if it comes to that I want to be there so I can record it and watch it later with some popcorn. She laughed about that but it was true, seeing my brother get his ass kicked by a butchy lesbian, priceless.
Anywho I sing one song and alot of people applaude *yay*. Then on n off comes in and my happy meter goes up more. I introduce her, hug here, and pretty almost did a happy dance lol. Then about 20 mintues later guess who walks into the bar...my brother and she-mans sister. My happy meter dissapears when I see him but when I see here it shoots back up. I hate being in a very gay environment with my brother because I end up feeling like I should not talk to any of the hot guys in the bar, which there were 3 tonight heh. Because if I know him, he would just start a fight with the guy and I would be banned from the bar and I am not having that. So I just play it safe because I don't want him ruining it.
More dancing and then I meet she-mans sisters ex, biker boy. This dud was tall and sexy in a skinny emo way. I would have loved to ride him and his bike but of course I find out hes straight...sigh. Anyway my brother is pissed because she-mans sister is like giving biker boy alot of attention so I have to remind my brother that they are not together so she can do what the fuck she wants. And of course, he doesn't like hearing the truth.
Ok onto other things my so called boyfriend tells me he is going to most likely be moving to jacksonville in two months or so. I am happy because I get to meet the man in person. I am also happy because I have the opportunity to move the fuck out of my parents house. Whats funny about this is that I would only be moving down the street from my parents lol. But I figure its safer that way. I know some of you guys will be telling me to be caucious but I know I can handle myself and yes I will be caucious. OH and by the way his neighbor is not pressing charges so he is off the hook ^-^. Then I flat out told him to not get into any more fights or anything which he said he wont so I will take his word. His roommmate hasn't move out yet... Which I am abit peeved but whatever. Oh and I also talked about how he has to stop letting people walk over him. I know that if we ever got together I would never let that happen cause I am a strict mofo who don't take shit.
good god I have written alot AGAIN! Well I guess I am going to cut it here. SEE, this is what happens when I don't write on my blog every day. later peeping toms!
Painting by: Julie Paschkis
I dont even know where to start so I am just going to try to say what I need to say. Last week I went to one of the biggest gay clubs in jax. Let me just say this place was PACKED! Like serious, I felt like everyone was staring at me I was freakin paranoid. Anyway I met the same guy I met at the latino club (mr puerto rico). I didn't even know he was going to be there so I just was shocked. As usual, he is sexy as shit. And by the way (mama), I might just take you up on that idea of going to his salon. Ok back on topic, I saw like 2 drag shows. Once they were done I spoke to one of the drag queens whom (I LOVE) because shes just such an awesome person. Almost got pulled out by my dick by my friend because she wanted to leave and I was having a conversation.
OK, next would be what has been going on this week. Monday I went out with my best friend and visited like two stores. I SOO WISH I HAD A JOB, UGH! There were like 2 shirts I just LOVED but I couldn't afford them. And hell yes, I do need new clothing. Maybe down the road something will happen. We were originally suppose to go to the new ed hardy store out by 5 points (i love that neighborhood). But she said they close around 4 so I just pouted and went on my merry way.
Tuesday I went out with my brother. More like he gave me a ride since I fucking hate his guts but whatever. We went to see the beautiful sheman, her on n off girlfriend, and shemans sister. So anyway we go there to just see a movie or two. Then my brother bought PIZZA! Ah! If anyone knows me I LOVE PIZZA! Its like the most delicious, most yummy, most omg organism in your mouth food in the world...to me that is. Yes I am a southern new yorker that loves his pizza. Buy me pizza anyday and I will be your friend lol.
Anywho today I got dressed and everything because my brother told me we were going out to the lesbian bar. Let me just note I never thought I would like a lesbian bar but OMG its soo much fun. The lezzies just love me. Its maybe because im such a big teddy bear, I don't know. So I am dressed and ready and it is like 9:40 ish and I get a call from my best friend. She wanted to know if I was still going to the bar and of course I said yes. She then tells me to call Mexi-Melt if he still wants to go and he says yes. I call my brother to see if he is still going because he is suppose to pick me up and guess what, he bails and says that he is coming home to go to sleep... FUCK! Then he tells me that she-man, on n off, and she-mans sister are not going either. So pretty much my evening would have turned out shitty. Thank god I had a backup plan with my best friend. See, its always good to have a backup plan when you REALLY WANT TO GO OUT!
So we get there and I am hugging and talking to people I have only met once. Just a bunch of lezzies who like me heh. Its always great to feel loved even though it may or may not be real. But for someone like me who rarely gets attention, its a great feeling. Then I saw she-man and my happy meter rose because I love her, on n off, and she-mans sister. They are such honest to god good people that I am honored to be called their friend. I gave her a hug, introduced her to my friends and then I ran toward the dance floor, literally leaving my friends standing there clueless. Its the electric slide come one! Yes I like to dance... do I dance well I don't think so but atleast I try and I know I stay with the beat.
I came back after the song and saw them still standing there -_-. So I had to literally walk them over and place them at a table because they were being pussies. They order food, which I didn't know you could and we sat there and talked. Next thing I know is they are done, I am munching on fries when she-man comes out of no where. I put a fry in her mouth and we start talking. We begin speaking about some stuff when she starts spewing about my brother. Now I don't like gossip but when your life is as boring as mine its fun to hear it. She starts to tell me that my brother had like a crush on her when they were in school together and she thinks he still does. I flat out tell her that he doesn't understand the concept of shes a lesbian. We both agreed on that, especially the part where we both think that he believes he can convert her. Now I know for a damn fact that if someone is a lesbian their a lesbian. And for the mere fact that this girl can pass for a guy on all areas goes to show that theres no such thing as a convert. There is a such thing as bisexualism but I wont go there.
Truthfully I think my brother is bi and the reason why he is attracted to she-man is that she has the best of both worlds. A manly personality with girly features except for she can grow facial hair. Then she beings to tell me she suspects that my brother and her sister are together. I flat out looked shocked even though I know about this. So thank god to my acting experience I was able to make her believe I didn't know. Because first and formost I could care less if my brother got caught. Hes an idiot and will always be one. She then says that if she catches him she is going to kick her sister and my brothers ass. I flat out told her that if it comes to that I want to be there so I can record it and watch it later with some popcorn. She laughed about that but it was true, seeing my brother get his ass kicked by a butchy lesbian, priceless.
Anywho I sing one song and alot of people applaude *yay*. Then on n off comes in and my happy meter goes up more. I introduce her, hug here, and pretty almost did a happy dance lol. Then about 20 mintues later guess who walks into the bar...my brother and she-mans sister. My happy meter dissapears when I see him but when I see here it shoots back up. I hate being in a very gay environment with my brother because I end up feeling like I should not talk to any of the hot guys in the bar, which there were 3 tonight heh. Because if I know him, he would just start a fight with the guy and I would be banned from the bar and I am not having that. So I just play it safe because I don't want him ruining it.
More dancing and then I meet she-mans sisters ex, biker boy. This dud was tall and sexy in a skinny emo way. I would have loved to ride him and his bike but of course I find out hes straight...sigh. Anyway my brother is pissed because she-mans sister is like giving biker boy alot of attention so I have to remind my brother that they are not together so she can do what the fuck she wants. And of course, he doesn't like hearing the truth.
Ok onto other things my so called boyfriend tells me he is going to most likely be moving to jacksonville in two months or so. I am happy because I get to meet the man in person. I am also happy because I have the opportunity to move the fuck out of my parents house. Whats funny about this is that I would only be moving down the street from my parents lol. But I figure its safer that way. I know some of you guys will be telling me to be caucious but I know I can handle myself and yes I will be caucious. OH and by the way his neighbor is not pressing charges so he is off the hook ^-^. Then I flat out told him to not get into any more fights or anything which he said he wont so I will take his word. His roommmate hasn't move out yet... Which I am abit peeved but whatever. Oh and I also talked about how he has to stop letting people walk over him. I know that if we ever got together I would never let that happen cause I am a strict mofo who don't take shit.
good god I have written alot AGAIN! Well I guess I am going to cut it here. SEE, this is what happens when I don't write on my blog every day. later peeping toms!
Painting by: Julie Paschkis
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3 Comments:
My Sweet Angel...
teehee! You go Baby! Get that boy
to cut your hair... :) Even if it
don't need it...
FLIRT AWAY HONEY!!!!!!! FLIRT AWAY!
TACKLE YOU HUGS!!!!!!!
Mama :)
Interesting post.
You must be busy. I thought I was going to see another post today :)
I look forward to reading these things. Hope all is well.
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