Black N Blue

Im trying to figure out. Why my life is the way it is. With losing yet another person and struggling to find change. Life is changing and I am noticing it. I am amazed by how affected I am by it. My body mind n soul seems perilous. As if the ever going change seems too much. But evidently, I adapt.

What will it be like to move on and be independent to the point of seclusion away from family. I have thought, and thought thoroughly about going to New York for school. Reason be, because I have family up there. Instead my mind is telling me to go to Tampa. Because I will be out of my element and somehow my mind is telling it will be good for me. Maybe its the frighten child I remember long ago. Who always second guessed himself. But no more will I be that frightened child.

Because the world is 2 big and amazing to be frightened.

Here are 2 pictures I just thought were just ridiculous!

Preggo barbie with baby... CRAZY CONCEPT!

And teen preggo barbie...I don't know what to say on this.