Seasons Change

Wow I have had a roller coaster of a couple of weeks that I do not know where to start. Maybe I should start first and point out something that has just caught my attention. Ryan from boys are ugly but so cute recently posted about something that made me want to just hug the boy. I don't know if Ryan knows or not but I see him as like a big brother in many ways. Hes just such an amazing person (who is my age by the way) that I hope to one day be just like him. I guess you can say hes kind of like my idol ^_^. Hes such a kind and golden hearted man that he is what I aspire to be one day. Never forget Ryan that you have family right here.

Ok now I would like to talk about my little R&R away from the online world. I have been taking time for myself to reflect on my future. I have been in dire need to do this because I have been pretty much not thinking about it. I am happy I have because I now have things in perspective. I guess this is another way of growing up. And thats just ok with me.

Michael Jackson died. I still can't believe it because I have always seen him as being very young for his age. I may have not listened to his songs but I saw him as an icon. And an Icon he will always be. As a man who breached the barriers of white and black, he is and always will be not a man of color but a beacon of hope for all races.

I still haven't received my GED results and it is already past the deadline. I am ansy about this now. I want to know if I passed it ALREADY! lol. I called up my school and left a message. Hopefully I can get an answer. Because I am honest to god tired of the school stupid mistakes. With changing the scheduled date because they forgot to send in the paperwork, forgetting to put me into the GED class and having to add me in. I hope to god they didn't make another mistake cause I am close to just suing their asses... if that's even possible.

Have a good week everyone.