I Didn't Know My Own Strength

I was online early this morning (its like 1 am here hehe) and noticed that Whitney is coming out with a new album. I went to rhapsody to check out the new album and I must say I am happy that this woman who has been through so much is finally getting her life in order, way to go! There is one song that she has on her album and it is called "I didn't know my own strength". Its a slow song and I could care less about how it is sung but it is the lyrics that caught me off guard.

Diane Warren wrote the song and I must give her props. The song is very inspirational because of how real the words truly are. Listening to the song I could remember the times where I felt the weight of the world on my shoulders and how every time the world kicked me down I would always get back up stronger and wiser. I am happy to know that after all the beautiful messed up shit ive been through, I have come out one hulluva person.

You truely don't know your own strength until life comes knocking at your door.

I know I got alittle off topic but I am going to post the lyrics because I got inspired to share it with you all. I hope everyone enjoyed their weekend and I hope you all have a safe and happy Monday. Drive safe getting to work or taking the kids to school!

Love n Peace,
Angel ^_^

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Whitney Houston - I Didn’t Know My Own Strength

Lost touch with my soul
I had no where to turn
I had no where to go
Lost sight of my dream,
Thought it would be the end of me
I thought I’d never make it through
I had no hope to hold on to,
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

Found hope in my heart,
I found the light to life
My way out the dark
Found all that I need
Here inside of me
I thought I’d never find my way
I thought I’d never lift that weight
I thought I would break

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

There were so many times I
Wondered how I’d get through the night I
Thought took all I could take

I didn’t know my own strength
And I crashed down, and I tumbled
But I did not crumble
I got through all the pain
I didn’t know my own strength
Survived my darkest hour
My faith kept me alive
I picked myself back up
Hold my head up high
I was not built to break
I didn’t know my own strength

The Stony Morrow

Ive found my way
Or so I say
The whispers hide the way
Do I follow
The stony morrow
For time sits idle
Of Play

I follow the way
Yet cloudy its sway
My mind
A wisp
A fray
For truth be known
A lovers groan
I shall forever
Be dismayed

But the path is clear
And I am here
The shadows are away
From here and now
And now to here
The morrow
Has found its way

Let me know what you guys think about this poem?

Hope

Sex N College

For some people, not being sexually active is like hell on Earth. For me... it doesn't really affect me. Maybe its because I am young or whatever but right now my sex life is nil to none. I'm going with the notion that the reason why I don't have a sex life is that I am tired of just being a pleasure machine. If I am going to have sex with someone, it is someone I have grown to know. Sorry ladies and gentleman, but random sex is just not my thing. This may change when I go to college but it is doubtful. Ive always been a one person man. One man at a time kind of guy. If your offended about my openness... well. I can't help you there. Because I have always been open about sex.

Sex to me is a very fascinating subject.

Moving on, I am happy to report that I finally got a comment after weeks of nothing (thank you Mr. Ryan Field). Kind of seems odd that I crave some attention from readers who pass by my blog. Truth is, I just want to be heard. Inevitably though, I believe not a lot of people really view my blog. I guess going on other peoples blogs and commenting could be a way to more people involved in commenting on my blog. Maybe it is what I am writing, I don't know. But I will continue to write freely.

Without censorship.

Been doing lots of research on colleges and have finally came to a decision about where I want to get my education. I am going to apply at USF in Tampa and I am going to apply for NYU in New York. Why NYU... well... why not. The school itself is such a well known school for a liberal arts degree that it would be a good choice. But attending NYU is wishful thinking. And there's nothing wrong with wishing for something.

So more then likely I will be attending USF in Tampa. Im happy about going to Tampa but I would just like alternative college choices. And in FL, there aren't that many choices. Its either USF or FSU for the degree program I want. And I'd rather pick Tampa than Tallahassee. I like being next to the ocean. Its the water lover in me lol.

Ive also been researching USF's clubs and organizations and have found that there is alot of diversity at USF, even an LGBT club which I found really cool. Hopefully college will give me the edge I need to push myself to get great grades and strive for success. English Major with a minor in information technology. Computers and books, these are just two of my favorite things.

Have a good week bloggers and Happy Hump-day tomorrow!