A Birthday With A Twist

Ok so today was my mothers birthday and by god she wanted to party. I have never seen her this way ever in my life but like she said it, you only turn 55 once. Now I have seen my mother tipsy before but never plastered. It was quite entertaining and quite scary since she is one of those happy drunks that are way too moody. One second she is crying and the next she is laughing and saying I love you.

I can't help but laugh even though I am asking the lord for forgiveness because its not really funny. Although she usually only gets tipsy on special occasions like a holiday or her birthday so I can understand her wanted to relax and just enjoy her birthday. Thank god she was drinking wine because if it were anything else I would have been abit more worried (health wise).

Anyway the evening ended with me carrying her to her room because she was dizzy and disoriented. So of course I carry her and I understand what she is going through at this time. Hell I have been through it and most of us out there have.

She then throws up in the toilet (thank god not on me or my dad) and then comes the eternal struggle to get her to go to bed. Oh and we also found out she tinkled on herself, yeah that was abit icky but I am just glad she finally could have a release since she works so damn hard and barely goes out. A hard working woman deserves to be tipsy once in a blue moon.

So that ended my night with me feeling like I should take a shower, which I probably will. And my night turned into an entertaining event. Scary but entertaining because of how I see it. Im crossing my fingers that she doesn't have a hang over tomorrow. I have never had one myself (yes im lucky) but I can handle my alcohol better then most people (my little secret lol).

Anyway I am going to go jump into the shower and scrub the invisible ickyness I am feeling right now. Thanks for people finally commenting, me luvs you ^_^.

Have a nice weekend beautiful people and remember, dont drink and drive.

Im still alive...

Look I am posting, see I am alive ^_^. Well I have been very very busy writing up a storm and I have a little pet project that is going on right now. I am not going to reveal what I am doing but I must say, it is turning out to be very interesting. The writng is flowing wonderfully as my muse is speaking to me today. Thank god. Its been awhile since I have written anything on this old blog of mine so I might as well do a little update.

Things arent 100 percent here on the home front. I have been sick as of late and I had to leave my position at the library to recover. I am literally taking 3 pills a day and a sleeping pill for when I can't fall asleep. I have my own little episodes because I have been sick since I was about 12 years old. Growing up was especially hard on myself. It effects me differntly. I guess thats what makes me a good writer because I can tap into my emotions and express them so freely.

I believe I get my writing passion from my mother, who is an excellant under-appreciated English teacher. Plus I have a great appreciate for books because I love to read. I don't really watch alot of tv because I normally love to read atleast 3 books a week. Its my down time. When your sick you become a loner a tad bit. It sucks but I have to get better.

I know I shouldn't be talking about my life on here but oh well. I have a right to say whats on my mind and if no one likes what I have to say then that is their business, not mine. I respect peoples opinions as long as they get it across in a positive manner.

Anyway I am going to go check my mail and start to do some house work since its all I can really do right now. I have a doctors appointment Tuesday so I hope that meeting goes well. I hate it when I have to see so many different doctors. I feel like I am being passed around like a piece of meat and I just don't like it.

Later ^_^